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Lesson 1

 My brain is a busy place or rather the mind that is within the brain. Convoluted I think but true non-the-less true. I chose to put off the daily writing because I felt like I wasn't really reaching as many people as I wanted too but found myself unwilling to work at it as a job. Like my crafting I don't do it for money, I do it because I want to. After six months of planning daily posts that were useful but not personal it became a chore, after nine months it felt like a job. I am a lazy person, and I have no wish for "a job" and really no need.

I did my years in the work force and I've got scars to prove it. The world seems driven by the need to plan and compete for what? A roof over their head? I have that. To not be hungry, I have that. To  take trips? OK that one I miss but the trips I've gone on with the professor were fun and not my responsibility. (Thank goodness). I miss traveling to various places but since we never traveled outside our little corner of Ontario it isn't a big deal/

I am not driven, I live a low-key lazy life because I like it, it is a no brainer for me. Some people do not understand why being rich and successful are not important to me but I've said it before and I will say it again all I need is enough... Not lots but just enough to pay my bills and have a little spending money. Admittedly that isn't going so well this tax year. I somehow opted to get my Trillium in one lump sum and  didn't realize what it was until I had spent it all. I am still not sure what I spent all that money on I just know it is gone.

Have you been paying attention, this is called stream of conciousness writing. It is not scriped or planned it is simply where my mind goes and how quickly it can change topics. A rather interesting bit of information came my wqay yesterday, Seems like my sisters daughter (Niece #3) is pregnant for with her second child. She might have started later but here life seems to mirror her mothers and mine so far. Deliberatly or not though probably not.

I do not know why I feel that but I have always felt an affinity to her more so than either of the other two.

Ok the words have begun to slow down now that I'm paying attention so it is time to get on with my day.


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